The day someone advised me to save water (now, this is a very long long time ago), I started using water judiciously. Inspite of sometimes spending that extra little time gambolling in water, my guilty inner mind quickly makes me come away. Somehow the thought, "What if the water table depletes and invariably my action was one reason for the depletion" causes me to save water in whichever way I can. But I cannot help thinking, How do I know that my small actions of saving water are indeed useful? Am I validated in my saving water? How long should I do this? While pondering over these questions, I don't seem to get any plausible answers.
The same goes for saving paper, power, etc.. Somebody told me that any plug shouldn't be allowed to remain in the socket after use. I religiously follow that advice till date. When I try to pass on the information to my cousins and friends, they laugh me off. The very sight of chargers clinging to the sockets after use, drives me into a frenzy. Sometimes I wonder why I do these things so very religiously. Do I do them because I believe that my small actions will bring about a change or Do I do them because I ought to do them. But the word change in this context always petrifies me. Does the change really happen? Saving half a bucket of water -- Does it bring any change at all? I can hear many of you jumping up and saying, Ofcourse, it matters but how do you know. Maybe one should just believe that it will make a change but the word believe also means that the chances are 50-50! The words believe, trust and hope have an iota of uncertainity in them. Don't they? But still we hope, trust and believe that we saving that water would help in some way. And that disconnecting that charger after use will help in some way.
It is indeed frustrating doing things that we are unsure of but still do it anyway because it seems right and ethical. Now, how is ethics connected to saving water, I wonder.
Have elements of doubt accosted you while you were just thinking that you will spend an extra five minutes in the bath allowing yourself to enjoy the water? Please assure me that I'm not alone in thinking so.
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The same goes for saving paper, power, etc.. Somebody told me that any plug shouldn't be allowed to remain in the socket after use. I religiously follow that advice till date. When I try to pass on the information to my cousins and friends, they laugh me off. The very sight of chargers clinging to the sockets after use, drives me into a frenzy. Sometimes I wonder why I do these things so very religiously. Do I do them because I believe that my small actions will bring about a change or Do I do them because I ought to do them. But the word change in this context always petrifies me. Does the change really happen? Saving half a bucket of water -- Does it bring any change at all? I can hear many of you jumping up and saying, Ofcourse, it matters but how do you know. Maybe one should just believe that it will make a change but the word believe also means that the chances are 50-50! The words believe, trust and hope have an iota of uncertainity in them. Don't they? But still we hope, trust and believe that we saving that water would help in some way. And that disconnecting that charger after use will help in some way.
It is indeed frustrating doing things that we are unsure of but still do it anyway because it seems right and ethical. Now, how is ethics connected to saving water, I wonder.
Have elements of doubt accosted you while you were just thinking that you will spend an extra five minutes in the bath allowing yourself to enjoy the water? Please assure me that I'm not alone in thinking so.
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This is what would happen if each one of us doesn't make a change now..
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j96FqQB1Iac
I am ofcourse making a change. I am just wondering if it matters at all. Thanks for stopping by, uncle.
DeleteOfcourse you're not alone ma'am. I too have that bell ringing at the back of my mind during those extra 5 mins of bath time. But I sometimes thought ignoring that bell once in a while for the sake of a tiny bit of pleasure is 'ok'! I know there would loads of counter statements for this statement of mine, but if its just once a while is alright. :)
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Nikhila, glad to know that I am not alone. I guess once in a while it's okay to indulge our whims but whims should be occasional, I reckon.
DeleteOfcourse you are not alone...I am like you.
ReplyDeleteGlad to know that, Janu.
DeleteHmmm. I am like you too Susan. However, I don't think my action is driven by ethics. What is ethics anyway? Everything boils down to selfish survival at the end of the day.
ReplyDeleteI think my action is driven by perhaps fear; My sister calls it 'deprivation' mentality. I always have this nameless anxiety whenever I make an expensive purchase. She, on the other hand, doesn't care. Somehow I always seem to think that the resources in this world are never enough and probably am secretly scared that someday it might all get exhausted.
Imagine a scenario. We keep sacrificing our little joys for a larger good - in this case to conserve water. What if, a few decades after our death, there is this astounding invention that can create water from nothing. There is no more need to ever worry. Then, all our efforts have gone waste right?
No, not selfish survival always, Sindu. If we are selfish, the thought of saving will never enter our heads. Thankfully my conscience is limited to water, electricity and time. Not money!!!!
DeleteEven if our efforts have gone waste, it doesn't matter as long as we are in the loop of having tried to contribute. That's much better than having done nothing as all.
It was nice reading this because now I know I am not alone either. I struggle with the same doubts. I live outside the city so I have to transport all my recyclables to dumpsters outside department stores in town. It's a pain to do, and often I wonder if I'm not wasting my time. The same goes for other acts of ecological conservation, like taking short showers.
ReplyDeleteI continue to do it because I think that once you know something, it changes you. I assume those who do not cooperate with our ecology are ignorant about the dire consequences to the earth's future. But I know better and if I don't follow my own conscience, then I'd have trouble with myself.
Thanks Myrna for assuring me that every one of us go through these inner struggles. Sometimes it feels great to have company when one is trying to justify something.
DeleteHey Susie, i try saving as much water as i can (though i must admit i am more of a stickler when it comes to electricity). i think the reason i do it is 'cos i wonder what we'll all do if we run of water during our lifetime. the reason i skimp on electricity is cos of the freaking enormous EB bills :D. But seriously speaking, electricity is a precious/expensive commodity and hence!
ReplyDeleteQuite right. Everything ought to be saved. I wonder if we had no notion of the environmental depletion an so on, would we still do the same saving!
DeleteSusan, the very idea that we should conserve things, do something for the environment is rooted in our cultural milieu..the way we were brought up by our parents/grandparents who didnt have easy access to warer/electricity..after all we were a "proud" third world country not too long ago..my gramps used to tell me stories about how India in the Nehru era, the 50's, used to wait for grain ships to arrive from the US/Ussr and if they were delayed the people used to strve and riots would occur- this was before the green revolution. hence that generation and the next one were always on alert for the disappearnce of luxuries like adequate food and running water. and it is their memories which have beeb passed onto us- causing the thrifty gene to thrive in us. ask yourself this question...do you really think that someone in the first (developed) world- your age/education/status would ever worry about water running out or conserving electricity? its the poor who worry Susan, the rich just use.....(see, i know international economics too....)
ReplyDeleteDoktor, I appreciate the speculation of the historical aspect of the problem. But this whole game of conservation, I reckon, began recently. I don't remember doing all this when I was, say, ten years old. Only now everywhere we see, Save Water, Save Power and Save yourselves! And the thrifty gene, you are talking about should be uniform, right. Why am I not thrifty in certain things than others?
DeleteAs for the first world countries, even they are conserving (atleast some) water and energy since we all occupy the same planet.
sinduja, if i may answer your question, there already is a an atmosphere scrubber being manufactured in Israel, which can produce water from air - absorbing the moisture from the atmosphere...your imagination is well on the way to reality...so you must be a visionary like jules Verne.....
ReplyDeleteI do that. Always worrying about water and electricity. I cant bear to leave the light or fan on when I am out of a room. I think we do these things because we were brought up to do them. I dont even know if doing them makes any difference to the larger picture but we do them anyway.
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I guess it does make a difference -- Better to think that way otherwise our actions have gone waste!!! NOOOOO.
DeleteAhhhh we love to have control, don't we? to know that what we do has an immediate effect, the cause and effect we can't get away from.
ReplyDeleteI feel that way about recycling. I am yet to get one of those blue buckets where the garbage pick up can collect my plastic. I know my few bottles will help somehow, someway, but yet I don't believe it strongly enought to do it, not yet anyway
I wouldn't call that control but a genuine thought into the logistics so that my actions are justified.
DeleteI appreciate your honesty, Myriam. There are many who do it out of fear, being judged "Non-environmental friendly."
A scientists I am NOT. I understand though, that our planet is pretty well self-contained, never "leaks" water into outer space. Everything here STAYS here, maybe changes , but is still...HERE!
ReplyDeleteAs I fly over the ocean, I cannot help but say to myself, "See? All that water out there I helped to 'save'--grin-and-still-grinning!
I firmly believe the greatest rip-off in the world is sales of 'bottled water'. God HAS to be laughing over that one!
As usual, Susan Deborah, you push us all to think about these topics you raise, and I say that is WONDERFUL!
If an ocean liner/aircraft carrier can De-salt plenty water for drinking, etc., we ALL could. Ask me, "Where do we get the money?" Ha, this comment would become a book before morning!
SD, you don't want to know how I help the water table to keep its level--or DO you--LOL!
You are being quite practical, Steve. There are many ways of making up for lost water but the problem is that all of us have a role in the process. Our planet is self-contained but it also needs a wee help from us to contribute to being self-contained.
DeleteGee, my nice 3-page comment got lost. Too late to repeat all that rubbish! So I'll let you know right away:
ReplyDeleteDue to my extremely non-scientific research, I have not fallen for that line of world-wide Liberal thinking, e.g., I am harming the earth, etc. Bureaucracies have been built around these myths of alarm--which alarm allows the bureaucracies to expand themselves, and assume power over individual freedom WAYYY more than the reasons they came into being.
I wish I have much more space to write what I think--the minority voice still IS important, yes?
As for water, I do not think the earth leaks water into outer space..HA! Everything stays right here, and goes into our atmosphere, then "...droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven--upon the place beneath..."
So Susan Deborah--you DID ask, Babe! Right? I still love ya, and send peace to you and yours!
Steve
Smiles and hugs :)
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ReplyDeleteI am guilty...sometimes I try to do the right thing, but I have bad habits that are hard to break. My wife is constantly telling me to turn off this or turn off that.
As always, you make us stop and think. Thought-provoking post. Thanks for sharing.
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All of us are guilty of something or the other all the time, Andy. You have a very resourceful and wise wife.
DeleteGlad that this post provoked you, Andy. The provoking is what I intend this blog to do!
Susan,
ReplyDeleteAs long as the water is not running, you are not using any more water if you stay in the bath 5 extra minutes, are you?
As for the uncertainty, a very good friend of mine used the phrase "deomstrate to the universe", a somewhat karma-like concept. If we wish to unfold as someone who is ethical, we need to "demonstrate this to the universe", meaning in this context "even when no one is looking". If we do it only for show we are just being vain and looking for social strokes, not out of any sort of real desire to be someone ethical.
Loved your comment, David esp the "karma-like concept." And, when we are bathing, we are always alone, so that's the time we need to be judicious (winks).
DeleteThere are times when you are doing something and you ask yourself whether you are really making any difference. But at times I comfort myself in the knowledge that there are many others out there doing the same so collectively we are making a difference!
ReplyDeleteThanks for this wonderful thought, OtienoHongo. You have rested my restless mind.
DeleteSusan, just wanted you to know I mentioned you in my blog today - the Sunshine Award is yours.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the honour, Myrna. You are very kind, indeed :)
DeleteIt's like a dripping faucet. One drop doesn't really amount to much, but taken together it can fill many buckets. If only each one could be as conscientious as you in preserving water, then the impact in our total consumption will be tremendous.
ReplyDeleteI also unplug appliances as a habit. It's a must here because power outtages are quite common. That initial burst of electricity when power is restored can have detrimental effects on appliances and electronics.
Another habit of mine is turning off lights when I leave a room, even for just a few minutes. Someone told me I'm actually wasting more energy by doing so because more energy is required when you the lights on again than if I had left them on. But then again, it's a habit. I have to consciously be aware not to flick that switch off. :))
So no worries, Mrs Sus. Your efforts are not wasted. ;)
There are good and bad habits, Age and I guess this whole 'saving' habit is a good one, irrespective of the outcome. Glad you pointed this out as I never saw through this as a habit or regime. But come to see, it is a habit that we have conditioned ourselves to and that which is hard to change.
DeleteAs far as enjoying longer showers, I guess it's ok to allow ourselves such luxury. It's not every day that we have time to leisurely take a shower and take comfort in the refreshing flow of water. Most days we just shower for necessity...quickly. :))
DeleteI can definitely relate, Susan. I had my doubts too, whether the things I do would really have an effect. But you're right, it takes faith, and sometimes, we just do it because it felt the right thing to do.
ReplyDeleteFaith! Right said Joyce. And we definitely do it because we know it's the right thing to do. Thanks for reassuring me, Joyce. It has put things in perspective.
DeleteHi, Susan! ~
ReplyDeleteI truly appreciate your thoughtful (and thought-provoking) authenticity! You are so refreshing!
My ex-husband used to attack me constantly because I flush the toilet too often, use too much toilet paper, use too much water washing dishes or washing my hands (he never washed his hands -- yuk!), etc., etc., etc. I hit an all-time low in self-esteem during that marriage! And, did all that anxiety save the world? No! It did not.
I try to be careful and useful to society as best I can. Beating people up does not help.
Linda, thanks for the sweet words. You had me smiling.
DeleteThat anxiety would have brought some change, Linda without you knowing it. When the whole "saving" game becomes an obsession, it gets dangerous, I reckon. Sometimes I get all hyper and my husband grows irritable with me. But now I have learned to fret less.
True, indeed, Ashwini.
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